I've had this whole week off before I start at my new job.. and it's been great! Sleeping in late.. staying up late... Doing NOTHING all day long.. I don't think that I want to go back to work... Just tripping.. I have bills and goals that I have to take care of. I'm trying to go to Charlotte in January and Hawaii in May. Charlotte is definite, Hawaii depends on the price and the payment plan.

I've met up with an old friend from middle school and we have so much in common. I think that she and I will remain good friends. Which is more than I can say for a lot of my current friends/associates. How can you live in someone's house and be on speaking terms with them (and for no reason.) I try not to stress it.. b/c I know that I did nothing wrong, she's just tripping, but it bothers me! All I can think is.. all that I've done for you... shit that you're own family wouldn't do.. and you have the nerve to carry an attitude with me.. not speak.. not answer/return my phone calls. Don't you know that I could be that "bitch" that I'm sure you've told the world that I am, and do some ignorant as shit to you.. but I'm bigger and better than that... Just know that you are slowly, but definitely surely, burning the bridge b/w us that once it's completely burnt, won't be able to be repaired. My husband's blog says to let people walk away if they try to.. it just means that they are no longer supposed to be a part of your life. And for the most part, I agree. And depending on our history together, I can easily say "Fuck you.. peace out homie!" But sometimes, it's not that easy. If the friendship that we shared was a good one, I'm not as easily & readily able to be like fuck it.. I need to work on that, b/c I'll be hurt in the long run. Plus if a relationship comes to an end, I rather for it to end on good terms than on bad, b/c you NEVER know when you may run back into someone, or when you may need someone again....

Tonight, we're going to a hanuted house thing in York (PA.) Should be fun. And then after that, we're headed to Eden's Lounge to see the turn out. My husband is now a promoter for Heid-N-Seek Entertainment. They have Eden's Lounge on Fridays and Club One on Saturdays. You must come out to support. He, S, and T are celebrating their birthday's together again this year. The party will be down Power Plant on Friday (not tonight :oP ) And if they like you like that, you'll be invited to dinner on Saturday.. and then the after-party is at Club One. This year will be WAAAAYYY better than last year! So if they like you.. I'll see you there, and if not, sorry for ya!

Wishing all a happy and safe Halloween this year!