I still haven’t received my book for class. This really blows. I didn’t pay extra for express shipping & handling because it normally comes within a week. But it’s going on 2 weeks now. The expected arrival date is between yesterday and the 28th. I have a test, paper & presentation that are due next week and I need my book for them. Granted… I can probably get a B on the test without the book, as long as I pay attention in class…. But (1) I don’t want a B, I want an A (2) my teacher is boring as hell, and as hard as I try, I don’t know how long I can stay focused on him without daydreaming.

I’ve been an horrible big sister… and I DON’T CARE!

My real little sister 2-ways me last night (from a new 2-way number BTW) talking about “Let me find out the only way I can talk to you is if I hit your phone” My response to her: “You don’t know how to pick up your house phone and call me?” She never responded back. I don’t give a shit either. She lied to me. She asked me for $50 to register for a trade school. I gave her a check made out to whatever school she supposedly was going to. This was early September. You know that check was never cashed? She thought I was going to give her cash, but I’m not stupid…. Far from it. And she’s dumb as fuck, cause if she needed $50 for whatever, all she had to do was be honest and ask for it. Since she didn’t, and tried to be slick, and I know about it… she will never get another dime from me again. And I don’t have anything to say to her. I don’t know if she’s in school or not. Last I spoke with her, she wasn’t working. She graduated high school, she’s an adult now, and I don’t have any fucking kids, so I’m not going to act like it either. If she wants to come around, she will. If not, ask me if I care!

My volunteer little sister… I haven’t seen her since August. Ya’ll remember back then… when I tried to take her to Kings Dominion and her mom backed out on me at the last minute… and then I tried to take her to the Taste of Baltimore thing and her mom waited until the day before to say it was ok for her to go. After that, I said fuck it! Then early November, her mom emailed me and was like “You’re still Naye’s sister, you can come get her whenever you want.” My response to that was, “I don’t mind getting her, I’m just running out of ideas of what to do. Naye can call me whenever she wants to do something or just talk.” She said OK and I haven’t heard from her since. Ask me if I care.

I have too much shit going on with me right now to be concerned about what other people want from me. If you don’t make me a priority in your life, don’t be mad at me when you’re not one in mine. I’m slowly getting back my “fuck it” attitude. Many people will start to see me as a bitch, and I really don’t give a shit! I just don’t have time. 2006 was stress free for me. I eliminated a lot of people that stressed me out. 2007 will be worry free. I won’t be worried about those that aren’t worried about me.

On a lighter note…. My best friend from college (the one in Charlotte) is moving back home! She hated it down there and realized that she is definitely not a southerner! She’s moving back to PA (which is an hour away from – so much better than 8!) Next weekend we are PAR-TAY-ING! All weekend! I can’t wait.

This weekend is my one homegirl’s birthday. T&J is throwing her a birthday party. It should be a good turn out (if people aren’t afraid of a little cold, that is.) I work this weekend so I can’t party too hard while I’m out. Saturday, he mom is giving her an intimate dinner party, and then after that, we’re going to a bike party. My twin goes to the bike parties all of the time, but this will be my 1st time there. I hope I have a good time.

So that’s what’s going on with me right now…. I’m not have the greatest day, but it’s not the worse either so…………………