But I’m just not in the mood. I finished my normal weekly tasks. But I have a chapter to read, as well as an abstract and outline for my paper to complete – don’t feel like it! It took me forever to do my weekly tasks, when it should’ve taken me an hour tops. I’m a little discouraged in completing the outline and abstract, because honestly, I don’t know what topics within my paper I want to cover. I mean, damn, I just picked my topic last week. I haven’t event really started looking for references in order for me to know what topics are out there for me to discuss – which is probably why I don’t feel like doing it. I don’t feel like reading because my teacher likes to go off on tangents and spends like 50% of the course discussing things that aren’t on the presentation. We have yet to discuss our pre-class assignment, let alone the other readings we’ve been assigned, so why waste my time? There aren’t any test/quizzes in the course, so what’s the point. If the book was interesting and didn’t make me sleepy, then maybe, but again… I’m not in the mood.

Friday, I had a freaking ball! I said that I couldn’t party until 4AM, but I was wrong! Parking lots know they be getting over on you when something is going on. It’s already high as fuck to park in DC as is, but why were they charging $25 to park in a lot? Oh, cause Ludacris was there! I’m not trying to hear that crap! LOL. But we paid it.. split the bill between 3 as much as we could. It’s 10:30PM, our passes only gets us in for free before 11PM. The line is all the way to the other end of the building… at the freaking corner. Luckily for us, we saw 3 of our homeboys that weren’t too far from the entrance, so we hopped in line with them. Then we called our other 4 girls (that were at the end of the line) to come 1-by-1 up front w/ us. They did, and we got in at 10:55PM (so we paid NOTHING!) When we got in, one of our homegirls talked to the dude at the “front desk” and worked out a deal to get us all normally $40 VIP passes for $20.

We walked upstairs to the 2nd floor and Ludacris was already performing. WTF? That was mad early. Most acts don’t start performing until like 12AM, 1AM, damn near time for the club to close. But it was cool, cause we kindly walked on the stage and was able to get a decent view and not be packed like sardines on the dance floor. He performed for like an hour or so. Then we hit the 3rd floor, wanted to do the 4th floor, but it was closed. (Digression: Has anyone in the DC/MD area been to Love/Dream and the 4th floor has been open? I’ve never been there when it was opened. What’s that all about?) Anyway… since the 3rd floor was ridiculously packed and the 4th floor was closed, we went to the 1st floor and got a drink. The 1st floor is never jumping to me, so we went back to the 2nd floor in the VIP section where we originally were.

We all were partying our asses off. The one girl that I rode with was ready to leave like close to 2:30AM, not cause she wanted to, but because she had to get up early the next day. I was ready to go, so I decided to stay with the rest of my homies. And we didn’t leave until they turned the lights on and put us out. I had on these high ass heels and I kept them bitches on all night long (sometimes I can’t help it & get ghetto with it and take my shoes off to give my feet a breather) I was so proud of myself! LMAO. But as soon as I got in the car, bets to believe I took them bad boys off!! My feet STILL hurt.

Sorry Freaky, I didn’t get any pictures for you. I didn’t take my camera and I’m so used to not taking my phone in the club, I forgot that I had it there to take pictures of some of them scandalous looking chicks for you! But I was so drunk, they might not have came out good anyways! LOL

I thought I was going to have to whip this bitches ass! In VIP, they have like an extra VIP section for those that rent tables and couches. Where we were, was up against the back of one of the couches, so we would lean against them when something came on that we weren’t feeling. Well I was sitting there and this drunk bitch came up to me and told me to move. I really wasn’t trying to fight and I peeped that it was only her and her girl, and it was 7 of us and I’m not for unfair fights, but I know my girls and it would’ve been an unfair fight. Anyways, the convo went like this:

Drunk Bitch: Yo, move
Me: Hmph (with a look like bitch, if you don’t get the fuck out my face)
Drunk Bitch: For real yo, let me get there
Me: Naw
Drunk Bitch: Yo, just move
Drunk Bitch Friend: (talking to her girl) Yo, come on. Leave her alone. (talking to me) I’m so sorry, she’s so fucked up
Drunk Bitch: For real yo, move
Drunk Bitch Friend: (noticed I was about to move, but it wasn’t to let her ass sit there!) Do you know my friend?
Me: (thinking to myself, have you ever fucking seen me before?!?) No!
Drunk Bitch Friend: Again, I am so sorry! (And then she dragged her drunk ass friend off)

I don’t understand how people can get that wasted. I’ve been drunk PLENTY of times, and I’ve never done anything stupid like that… trying to buck bad with someone over a fucking seat? Really… People really be bold when they get some drink up in them!

Yesterday, my girl had her birthday dinner party. I ate a salad and made a plate and bounced to go to work. I felt bad for having to eat and run like that, but she said that she wanted me to still come through, so I did. The short time I was there was cool. Work was work. I was pissed because the schedules got changed and the dude that was supposed to come in and relieve me didn’t know that he was supposed to. I was supposed to get off at 12AM, I didn’t get off until 1AM. Actually pissed was not the word! I was tired as hell since I didn’t get home until 5 something that morning, all I wanted to do was go home and pass out!!

Today, I decided that I was going to go to GTL’s game today, but this league that he plays in is so unorganized! It was unorganized the first two seasons they had it, but it has the best competition in it, so that’s why he plays in it. But his game got forfeited because the other team never showed – and that’s why I hardly ever go to his games! I want to support my man, but geesh! Play in a league where if your game is scheduled at 1PM, you’re going to play at 1PM. WTH?!?

I’m at work now. I got this dude at my full-time job, a part-time job here. I think that might have been a mistake… we’ll see in due time. But at the moment, he seems a little slow at grasping things. I hope he picks up on things, cause if he doesn’t last his 3 months, then I don’t get my bonus!

But on Friday, he emailed me and was like, “Is any of your friends looking for love? I figured since you hooked me up w/ a job, you might can hook me up with a girl?” I was like WTF! So I nicely replied, “No, none of my friends are looking for love, they’re currently just having fun” – hoping that would be the end of it. WRONG! He replied back, “well that works too! Who comes to mind?” WHOA! Dude! I don’t know you all like that… You don’t know ANY of my friends and what they look like, so why are you trying to get me to hook you up? It took me a minute to think of a response that wouldn’t have him respond with something else and doesn’t involve me cursing him out. So I said, “Sorry, I don’t hook my friends up w/ sex partners, I let them choose their own mates.” He had left for the day, but hopefully tomorrow when I get to work, I won’t have another email. My oldest friend is 27. Dude is 38 (although he doesn’t look like it) and has corn rolls – IMO… he’s too old for that shit! And he has a kid – which is a definite deal-breaker for me and ALL of my friends. We don’t have kids of our own, so why would we want to have a ready-made family with someone else. Get serious! Let me stop talking about him b/c it’s making me not like him. LOL

One week from tomorrow (Monday) is my birthday!!! I’ll be 24. This week I will be drinking plenty of water so when this weekend comes and I drink my liver away (LOL) at least I won’t be too dehydrated! LMAO.